The numbers and the disconnect
May 23, 2011Number of miles I have run in the month of May: 31.92
Number of miles I have run since I began running: 43.37 (5 weeks)
Number of days I have been religiously logging my calories and exercise: 76
Number of pounds lost: 22
I have been feeling so good and fit and healthy – really for the first time in my life. It’s not that I’ve never been thin or in decent shape – I have been way too skinny at times and have had a six-pack and serious guns – I just never worked at it before. I work out regularly and I crave exercise now. I have had to buy new smaller pants and my wedding dress is having to be altered down by a HUGE amount.
I’ve been pretty proud of myself.
Then I saw a picture of myself yesterday… and it’s amazing how fast all of the above numbers can be wiped out. No amount of numbers offsets the lumps and bumps and dumpiness I see in my “skinny” jeans.
I guess that the upside is that I actually contemplated calling in sick to work so I could exercise all day, instead of feeling like saying, “fuck it – I’m eating.
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